Its been quite sometime that i din update my blog~~ its was luckily that i din get dengue when i was in the hospital due to high fever for 1 week~~ but the days in the hospital was awful and i so scare to going in again.. those needles was painful man~~ today i went in to her blog and watch her blog again~~ it seems like she is doing nt bad and she gt a guy that really care for her so i wish she will do well in everything ~~ So tired with those working days .. and the economy is getting worse .. i think i will be heading back to singapore to earn money and support the family le... but what should i do with my gf.. its so hard to decide ... >< anyway after CNY will be the deciding date .. so i will stopping my update until here~~ Take care

2nd September~~ i have my first dating with my gf by watching smurfs.... its quite a nice movie... but at the night time when the sister of My dear friend Sy lee came to tell me that she din take care her ownselves and using a knife by cutting her hand... I knw i owe her a lot... but although i dn hv the right but i still hate a girl that she dn appretiate her body!! this makes me very pissed off... although i tell her sis to tell her that i'm angry bout it but she dn wnt to tell her what i wnt to say ... so i was pissed off and said that word as u like .. my mouth say like this but i still care bout her... we maybe dn hv the fate to be together but at least i still treasure her as a close friend.. but the behavior of hurting herself is making me more angry and sad... I hope she will get well soon if not i also dn knw what should i do anymore..

Its been a long time since i write blog~~ the purpose for me to rewrite and update my blog is because i promise a girl that treat me so nice that i will always keep update my blog no matter what... the blog i hv seldom i will inform bout it coz its private and only those who are close to me knw that i had a blogger... i felt sry for her that i can be the prince she wants .. and now i already gt a girlfriend so i cannot be so selfish anymore.. i will try to help her with all i can do .. so for the future my blog will be alive again and i will try and study how to customize my blog..

Sry for the ppl that look forward for my blog... i stop for 2 years adi... thn sudden i feel so lonely and i cant express my feelings out... i gt some very gud frens... but this is my problem so i cant always depend on thm ... i nid to settle it myself... a lot of things that had been going thru my mind... till now i'm still lost... dn hv any direction.. ther was an incident happen whn i was in secondary ... i gt a teacher that knws how to see our future by looking on our hand palms... thn he told me ,i nt that lucky coz i cant live over 30..at first i dn believe at all ... in my mind was 'haha,this teacher bullshit me..' but the problem keeps bugging me ... so i cant stand it adi so i go and ask my mum is it real... but my mum din denied or scold me dn talk nonsence instead of asking me do more gud things will change our life course... that time i was stunt.... till now sometimes my mind still will float up this problem... and now i'm 21 years old.. i still dn hv any success.. financial is the biggest problem.. so now thn only thing i can do it follow the wind course... the wind blows wher thn i will be heading thr.. Mostly i will be leaving this country and my frens to take a hard life at Austrialia... i will miss everyone here... Life sometimes is sweet but sometimes it is cruel... human always cant get wat thy wnts as thy plan to... So be it... i guess.. Hopefully Gud thing will happen ...i will stop at here and dn knw whn i will cont my blog 2... so sry for those readers...

hi,guys.....Today is 29 of September.. Its getting nearer to the date of my first match of competition.... this was the first time that i had this uneasy feeling ... i cant control my anger and i keep feeling down.... i dn knw what is wrong with me!!!

I feel so moody and negative thinking keeping appear in my mind.....Can somebody help me??? And tell me the solution... i scare i will burst off.....

Will be back soon..... ><

Hey guys..... I'm so sry that i so long din update xD....
Sometimes buzy until forget to update ..... (plus lazy xP)
Today come back from wokr quite early and gt a special person of mine reminded me of my blog.... hahaha so paiseh.... thks ^^

Haiz competition is coming over soon.... pressure keep comin from nowhere.. This sunday 23 /9 gt a indoor soccer competition to play... I really hope that i can help my team to win it... but now my whole body is full of injuries... some of my frens scold me dn go play adi la... and so on lor...
But i cant TAHAN, my leg feels itchy and so i cont play lor... in the end i get more injuries x(

Sry to those frens that so concern bout me but i din even hear their advise... Now i knw le... So Sry..

On 5th September, Terry and my buddies all together go to watch Final Destination at Gurney..
before that we all meet at coffee island... We took some pictures.. i had some with grace,My sister Li shien ,rickson , Anson and my cousin Dawson and Miss Jane... ( will be show below )

Sometimes being a human is so hard and complicated... But i nvr regret i become a human coz we wont be lonely no matter what ^^...... I love you all guys ....

Reach school at 8 something... wow so many ppl are so smart even i cant recognize thm... xD

thn i start chatting with those old pals ... really miss thm... sure hope can go back like last time lifestyle ^^ (still cant grown up xP...)

after that we had some meeting with the teachers on what should we do in our convocation....

after half an hour ,finally the time has come.... For us to grow up....^^

after the bla bla things all thn each of us receive our cert 1 by 1.... and thn we took a graduation photo all together....

thn we had our lunch at the canteen... quite miss the air ther ,hahaha.... maybe i ki siao adi xD

but that day i am so buzy so cant take much photo,..... i sure will post it A.S.A.P ^^

That's for now... will update soon coz going to be my b'day ^^