Sry for the ppl that look forward for my blog... i stop for 2 years adi... thn sudden i feel so lonely and i cant express my feelings out... i gt some very gud frens... but this is my problem so i cant always depend on thm ... i nid to settle it myself... a lot of things that had been going thru my mind... till now i'm still lost... dn hv any direction.. ther was an incident happen whn i was in secondary ... i gt a teacher that knws how to see our future by looking on our hand palms... thn he told me ,i nt that lucky coz i cant live over 30..at first i dn believe at all ... in my mind was 'haha,this teacher bullshit me..' but the problem keeps bugging me ... so i cant stand it adi so i go and ask my mum is it real... but my mum din denied or scold me dn talk nonsence instead of asking me do more gud things will change our life course... that time i was stunt.... till now sometimes my mind still will float up this problem... and now i'm 21 years old.. i still dn hv any success.. financial is the biggest problem.. so now thn only thing i can do it follow the wind course... the wind blows wher thn i will be heading thr.. Mostly i will be leaving this country and my frens to take a hard life at Austrialia... i will miss everyone here... Life sometimes is sweet but sometimes it is cruel... human always cant get wat thy wnts as thy plan to... So be it... i guess.. Hopefully Gud thing will happen ...i will stop at here and dn knw whn i will cont my blog 2... so sry for those readers...